While still a young and very naive farm-girl-turned-West-Point-cadet, I accidentally found out how great running made me feel while jogging with my then roommate, Jasmine. She was a great runner and always believed in the fast runner hiding inside of me. With her, I was able to break every run time I ever scored on the Army Fitness Test. Soon I turned to running as my refuge from the stresses of life there. When the rubber hit the road I was free—free from scrutiny, judgment, and the constant worry over passing DDS (a weird math class only "offered" at West Point). When my girlfriends and I went out and ran together we vocalized our hopes for the future, our doubts about our current boyfriends, as well as our fears about the upcoming exams. We were running—sometimes fast, sometimes slow—and with each step we were helping each other find our way through such an unforgiving place.
Over time, running gave me the confidence I needed to succeed at West Point and in the Army. My passion for running interlaced with my passion to do well and I ended up more successful than some of my male peers! Of course, people could down-play my professional capabilities if they so wanted, but no one could argue about my physical capabilities if I could outrun my competition! My enthusiasm was contagious and when I became the leader of a company I promoted running and physical fitness to all of my employees—civilians and soldiers alike. As their running times went down, their job performance levels increased. People were running better and as a result, they felt better about themselves.
Now here in Chicago I am once again turning to running to get through these turbulent times. We still aren't moved in to our new place, we still only have a couple of friends, we still cannot get new licenses so we cannot register to vote and we still are trying to figure out the traffic. I am trying to decide on my next job and I am still unsure about what I will do. But when I run, I feel free from these worries. I am once again the runner. It feels good to have at least that part of my identity still intact.
One of the activities leading up to running is walking and recently I did quite a bit of walking with my mom, Tina, through the Chicago Botanic Gardens. Running through such a lovely landscape would be a shame because something might be missed! The thousands of bulbs, herbs, fruits, and flowers were in full bloom last Saturday and they absolutely beautiful. Mom knew most of the flowers but there were lots of deviations from the norm and so those flowers held her interest. We spent over three hours fawning over the plants before leaving and visiting a local garage sale, which also had quite a few goodies to look at.
We hope that everyone is doing well. Thanks, Delia, for the encouragement to continue with the step classes. I will probably take another this week. And Mom S, keep those comments coming..at least I know two people read the blog! Some big news is that Nick will also attend the Presidential Inaugeration with me in January...four full days of non-stop politics will be great! And what a year to attend...either the oldest or the darkest president will be elected. I am excited just thinking about it.
Take care everyone,
Nick and Maria